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Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest
and it opens up your heart
and it means that someone
can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses,
you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you,
then one stupid person,
no different from
any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day,
like kiss you or smile at you,
and then your life
isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and
leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like
'maybe we should be just friends'
turns into a glass splinter
working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt,
a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.

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Why is it whenever
I try to find love
they all laugh?
Why is it whenever
I try to love
they turn away?
Why is it whenever
I find love
they leave me
and say it was never meant to be?

What's better?
A lie that draws a smile
or the truth that draws a tear?

I guess we all make mistakes sometimes
But you were my biggest.

thought that by telling myself and everyone else that I hated you.
That sooner or later I would come to believe it.
But I now realize that by lying,
it makes me want you even more.

Go ahead and break my heart.
It's useless without you anyways.

I want to be remembered
as the one who always smiles
even when her heart is broken,
And the one who would
always brighten up your day
Even when she couldn’t
brighten up her own

Love comes
to those who still hope
even though they've been disappointed,
to those who still believe
even though they've been betrayed,
to those who still love
even though they've been hurt before.

Tired of trying,
Sick of crying,
Yeah I'm smiling,
but inside I'm dying.

No smile is more beautiful

than the one that struggles through tears