i love you

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all... for not hating you which I know I should... but I can't.

I'm mad at myself for crying, I don't even remember the reason but the tears keep flowing and they just wont stop I'm supposed to be strong but everything's so wrong.

I know you never meant to do everything you put me through its okay I forgive you.


One day you'll look back and think... damn! that boy really did love me...

i do really love youu

love you pandaaa

byebye

written with flattered feelings
by mbeng bon 007 wkwkwkwkwk